She Cheated On Me and Thats Not All - Dr. Aria | E56

Name: She Cheated On Me and Thats Not All - Dr. Aria | E56
Uploaded: 2020-11-09T06:52:30.000Z
Duration: 3 h 14 min

Introduction

The host introduces the podcast and expresses his excitement about having the guest, Dr. Aria, on the show. He mentions that Dr. Aria is a renowned high-performance coach who works with successful individuals to help them achieve mindset states conducive to success, happiness, and fulfillment.

The Purpose of the Podcast

The host explains that the podcast aims to share stories from inspiring individuals like Dr. Aria.

He reveals that he had been trying for a year to get Dr. Aria as a guest on the podcast.

Guest Introduction

The host introduces Dr. Aria as a world-renowned high-performance coach who works with accomplished athletes, actors, and others to help them reach their full potential.

Dr. Aria's Expertise

Dr. Aria is known for his expertise in high performance coaching.

He works with individuals from various fields to help them achieve success and happiness.

Uncomfortable Topic Introduction

The host explains that today's conversation will be different from previous episodes. Instead of discussing success and mindset, they will delve into something uncomfortable and unimaginable.

Change in Topic

Today's conversation will focus on an uncomfortable topic.

The discussion will revolve around something unimaginable.

Cruel Coincidences

The host reflects on a previous episode where he asked personal questions about marriage and monogamy to Dr. Aria, which now seems like a cruel coincidence given what they are going to discuss today.

Previous Conversation Coincidence

In a previous episode, the host asked personal questions about marriage and monogamy to Dr. Aria.

The host considers it a cruel coincidence given the topic they will discuss today.

Personal Questions and Laughter

The host recalls asking Dr. Aria personal questions about monogamy and cheating in their previous conversation, including whether someone can love another person and still cheat on them.

Personal Questions Asked

The host asked Dr. Aria personal questions about monogamy and cheating.

One of the questions was whether someone can love another person and still cheat on them.

Dr. Aria's Story

After the previous conversation, Dr. Aria shared a story with the host that left everyone in the room with goosebumps.

Dr. Aria's Revelation

After their conversation, Dr. Aria shared a personal story with the host.

The story had a profound impact on everyone who heard it.

The Story Unfolds

Dr. Aria recounts an incident where his wife revealed that she had been having an affair with a coworker and was pregnant with his child.

Shocking Revelation

Two weeks earlier, Dr. Aria's wife confessed to having an affair with a coworker.

She also revealed that she was pregnant with his child.

Loss and Devastation

Dr. Aria describes how he felt after learning about his wife's affair and pregnancy, realizing that he had lost everything he held dear.

Emotional Impact

Learning about the affair and pregnancy felt like losing everything important to him.

He felt devastated by the loss of his wife, their life together, and the future they had planned.

Reflection on Cheating and Monogamy

The host reflects on the conversation with Dr. Aria about cheating, monogamy, and love, realizing that these themes have become very real to him in the past 18 months.

Personal Reflection

The host reflects on the themes of cheating, monogamy, and love discussed with Dr. Aria.

He acknowledges that these themes have become relevant in his own life over the past 18 months.

Dr. Aria's Calmness

The host admires Dr. Aria's ability to remain calm despite sharing such a personal and devastating story.

Remarkable Composure

The host is amazed by Dr. Aria's calmness while sharing his personal story.

He finds it remarkable how composed Dr. Aria remained throughout their conversation.

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Monogamy and Emotional Resilience

In this section, the speaker discusses their experience with monogamy and how it influenced their emotional resilience. They also touch upon the concept of finding stillness in the midst of emotional storms.

Changing Opinion on Monogamy

The speaker's opinion on monogamy was influenced by a personal experience.

Over the subsequent 18 months, they processed and reflected on the topic of monogamy.

Finding Stillness in the Hurricane

The analogy of a hurricane is used to describe emotional turmoil.

The speaker shares a philosophy of cultivating stillness, calmness, and clarity within oneself during challenging times.

Despite feeling loss and overwhelming sadness, they heard a whisper from within that assured them everything would be well.

Cultivating Emotional Resilience

The speaker explains that their ability to remain calm and resilient stems from years of personal growth.

They embarked on a journey of Buddhist exploration to understand the nature of life and suffering.

Life involves suffering, but it doesn't end there. Even in brutal experiences, there can be new meaningful paths ahead.

Prioritizing Her Well-being

In this section, the speaker discusses why they prioritized their partner's well-being over their own after discovering an affair.

Placing Her Well-being First

The speaker loved their partner deeply and habitually placed her emotional well-being on an equal level or sometimes even above their own.

Letting go of this habit was one of the toughest things for them.

They still struggle with fear of upsetting her or her not being okay.

Reacting with Sadness Instead of Anger

Despite societal expectations, the initial reaction to discovering the affair was overwhelming sadness rather than anger.

The sense of loss and potential regret for their partner's actions contributed to this emotional response.

The speaker emphasizes the importance of empathy and self-awareness in understanding and processing emotions.

Gaining Perspective

In this section, the speaker reflects on gaining perspective and empathy as a path towards enlightenment.

Viewing Life from a Bird's Eye View

The speaker describes the ability to view their own life as if it were happening to someone else.

This perspective allows them to have empathy towards themselves and others.

They believe that developing empathy is a path towards enlightenment.

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The Importance of Holding Emotions Out in Front

In this section, the speaker discusses the importance of holding emotions out in front of oneself rather than being consumed by them. By doing so, one can gain a better understanding and address their emotions effectively.

Holding Emotions Out in Front

When emotions are held out in front, it allows for a sense of control and understanding.

Being a passenger on a roller coaster when emotions are happening within oneself.

By holding emotions out in front, one can act as the conductor or controller of their emotional experience.

Creating Space to Process Emotions

This section explores the concept of creating space to process emotions. By not being fused with emotions and instead holding them at a distance, individuals can have more clarity and control over their reactions.

Creating Space for Emotional Processing

When emotions are held too close, any event can instantly provoke an emotional or behavioral reaction.

Holding emotions out in front creates space and prevents immediate reactivity.

The speaker shares personal experience of crying every day for three months while processing their emotions.

Moving Through Grief: Acceptance and Welcoming Emotions

This section delves into the process of moving through grief. The speaker emphasizes the importance of accepting and welcoming all emotions that arise during this journey.

Moving Through Grief Process

Many people try to avoid experiencing grief by shunning or denying it.

Focusing solely on the future without addressing present emotions can be counterproductive.

The speaker chose to deal with one moment at a time, accepting whatever emotion arose without pushing it away.

Crying served as an outlet for sadness during this process.

Grief as Loss: Personal Experience and Transformation

This section explores the speaker's personal experience of grief and how it led to transformation and growth.

Personal Experience of Grief

The speaker acknowledges that their experience involved emotional pain but emphasizes that they were not defined by that pain.

Grief is described as a form of loss, and the speaker shares their process of moving from finding out about the loss to where they are today.

The deepest moments of suffering can be opportunities for growth and learning.

Overcoming Counterproductive Cycles in Grief

This section discusses counterproductive cycles people often find themselves in when dealing with grief. It highlights the importance of facing emotions rather than avoiding them.

Overcoming Counterproductive Cycles

Avoiding grief by disconnecting from emotions or focusing solely on the future can lead to negative consequences.

The speaker emphasizes the importance of experiencing each moment fully and not getting overwhelmed by various factors related to the loss.

Rationalizing or denying emotions can have long-term repercussions.

Embracing One Moment at a Time: Dealing with Grief

This section focuses on embracing one moment at a time as a strategy for dealing with grief. By accepting whatever comes up, individuals can navigate through their emotions more effectively.

Embracing One Moment at a Time

The speaker reminds themselves that they can only experience one moment at a time.

Rather than worrying about future aspects such as financial separation or life changes, focus on dealing with the present moment.

Welcoming all emotions without pushing them away or denying them allows for genuine processing.

Steps in Processing Emotions: Awareness and Acceptance

This section outlines steps in processing emotions, including awareness, acceptance, and allowing oneself to feel without judgment.

Steps in Processing Emotions

The first step is to become aware of and accept the emotions that arise.

The speaker did not write down specific emotions but focused on accepting their presence.

Moments of laughter, crying, and discussing unrelated topics were all part of the emotional journey.

Reminding Oneself of Reality: Accepting the Loss

This section discusses the importance of reminding oneself of reality when dealing with grief. It involves dismantling internal models and accepting the loss.

Reminding Oneself of Reality

The speaker had an internal model based on a strong, stable marriage and future plans that had to be dismantled.

Acceptance is crucial in moving forward; there is no going back or changing what has happened.

Writing down reminders and insights about the situation helped reinforce acceptance.

Holding Personal Integrity During Grief Process

This section emphasizes the importance of maintaining personal integrity during the grief process. Acting with integrity allows for a clear conscience and positive self-reflection in the future.

Holding Personal Integrity

The speaker wrote reminders to hold themselves to high standards throughout the grief process.

How one gets through the process is more important than how quickly they do so.

Acting out of spite or vengeance can lead to regret later on, while maintaining personal integrity ensures a positive outcome.

Opportunities for Growth in Suffering

This section highlights how moments of deep suffering can serve as opportunities for growth and learning, even if initially unwanted.

Opportunities for Growth

Even in moments of intense suffering, there are lessons to be learned and opportunities for personal growth.

Letting go of any need from others involved in the loss can contribute to personal transformation.

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New Section

In this section, the speaker discusses a personal experience and shares an analogy to resonate with the listener's experience. The speaker reflects on their emotions and the struggle between their ego and rationality.

Analogy of Emotional Turmoil

The speaker shares an analogy of breaking up with someone and feeling anger and a desire for revenge.

They describe themselves as the pilot of a plane, with emotions acting as terrorists threatening to crash the plane.

The speaker emphasizes the importance of maintaining control over their emotions and not letting them dictate their actions.

New Section

In this section, the speaker continues discussing their analogy and how they managed to regain control over their emotions.

Understanding Rejection

The speaker's friend provides insight into why the person they were dating engaged in certain behavior after being rejected.

This revelation helps the speaker realize that their anger was fueled by bruised ego rather than actual ownership or control over others.

By recognizing this, they were able to regain control over their emotions and avoid destructive actions.

New Section

In this section, the speaker reflects on personal growth and how they have learned to handle difficult situations better than in the past.

Holding Situations at Arm's Length

The speaker mentions that they have reached a point where they can hold situations out in front of them instead of becoming consumed by them.

They describe it as being at war with oneself, with terrorists representing destructive thoughts or impulses while the pilot represents rationality.

Engaging in physical activities like going for a run or going to the gym helps them clear their head and maintain control over their emotions.

New Section

In this section, the speaker shares the conclusion of their personal experience and reflects on the emotions they felt.

Understanding Anger and Sadness

The speaker describes experiencing intense anger after a breakup, but they note that sadness was the predominant emotion.

They vividly recall a moment of intense anger where they shouted in frustration, but it quickly subsided.

The speaker realizes that anger is closely tied to ego attachment and acknowledges the importance of detaching from ego to avoid vulnerability.

New Section

In this section, the speaker reflects on their journey towards regaining control over their emotions and handling rejection.

Ego and Ownership

The speaker emphasizes that they do not want to come across as perfect or without negative thoughts or anger.

They acknowledge that the mind generates thoughts automatically, including judgments, evaluations, and predictions.

By recognizing that they do not own others or certain aspects of life, such as a house, they can detach from ego-driven reactions.

New Section

In this section, the speaker discusses how being fused with one's ego can lead to vulnerability and pain.

Detaching from Ego

The speaker highlights the illusion of ownership and how attaching oneself to ego leads to vulnerability when faced with rejection or loss.

They compare feeling stabbed in the heart when one's ego is hurt but emphasize that we are not our egos.

Having a relationship with one's ego rather than being fused with it allows for better emotional control and resilience.

New Section

In this section, the speaker reflects on their experience of intense anger followed by sadness and how it relates to ego attachment.

Anger Linked to Ego Attachment

The speaker recalls experiencing intense anger after a breakup but notes that it was intimately connected to their ego.

They emphasize that the anger subsided when they detached from their ego and recognized that they do not own others or certain aspects of life.

The speaker acknowledges the vulnerability that comes with ego attachment and the importance of recognizing it to regain control over emotions.

New Section

In this section, the speaker discusses how the mind generates thoughts automatically and emphasizes their approach to handling negative thoughts.

Automatic Thoughts

The speaker explains that the mind generates thoughts automatically, including judgments, evaluations, assessments, predictions, memories, and imagined scenarios.

They highlight that these thoughts arise without conscious intention and can populate one's head.

The speaker shares their principle of acknowledging that the mind has a mind of its own and emphasizes the importance of not identifying with every thought.

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Mindset and Thoughts of Vengeance

The speaker discusses the brutal thoughts that come to mind, such as seeking vengeance and justice. They explain that these thoughts are not indicative of their true desires or character, but rather a way for the mind to cope with pain and seek solutions.

Thoughts of Torture and Suicide

The speaker describes how their mind would come up with thoughts of torturing someone or ending their own life when they were in deep pain.

They clarify that these thoughts do not mean they actually want to act on them or that they are bad people. It is simply the mind's way of trying to find a solution and alleviate suffering.

The speaker mentions how the mind is programmed to avoid discomfort, which can lead to procrastination and seeking distractions.

Finding Forgiveness

The speaker shares their journey towards forgiveness, both for themselves and others involved in a difficult situation. They explain the importance of letting go of anger and resentment for personal well-being.

Seeking Forgiveness

The speaker expresses their desire to travel light emotionally, without carrying anger or resentment.

They talk about forgiving both the person they knew well (her) and the person they didn't know (him).

Forgiving her was relatively easy because they could understand her situation and have compassion.

However, forgiving him was more challenging since they didn't know him personally, only his actions.

Letting Go of Emotional Burdens

The speaker describes their process of running along the beach while verbally expressing forgiveness towards those who caused them pain. Eventually, they reach a point where they genuinely feel at peace and no longer hold any negative emotions towards them.

Reaching Peace

The speaker shares their practice of running along the beach, saying out loud that they forgive the person and send them love.

Initially, forgiving him was difficult due to the actions he took, but over time, they were able to let go of negative emotions.

After weeks of practicing forgiveness, there came a moment when forgiving him became effortless and they felt at peace.

They emphasize that letting go of emotional burdens benefits oneself more than it impacts the lives of those being forgiven.

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Letting Go of Emotional Attachments

In this section, the speaker reflects on their relationship with their ex-spouse and the process of letting go emotionally. They discuss the importance of processing emotions and making a conscious choice to release emotional attachments.

Letting Go and Moving On

The speaker describes their relationship with their ex-spouse as having a shared history but no longer holding any emotional attachment.

They compare this emotional detachment to cutting an umbilical cord, symbolizing a letting go process.

The speaker emphasizes the need to process emotions and make a personal choice about how long to hold onto them.

They highlight that everyone's journey is unique, and there will be ups and downs along the way.

Non-linear Process of Healing

The speaker acknowledges that their journey from finding out about betrayal to forgiving both parties was not linear but rather filled with ups and downs.

They mention that people often feel that their experience of rejection or deceit is uniquely difficult because the recovery process is non-linear and lengthy.

Realizing that non-linearity is normal can help individuals accept and navigate through their own healing process.

Personal Journey and Professional Insights

The speaker shares how their background as a psychologist and high-performance expert influenced the duration of their healing journey.

They explain that due to their training in emotional resilience, they were able to cope relatively quickly compared to someone without such expertise.

The speaker expresses gratitude for facing this challenge at a time when they had developed emotional coping mechanisms, unlike ten years prior when they would have reacted solely based on emotions.

Life's Challenges and Work Impact

The speaker reflects on how their personal experience has informed their work, particularly in dealing with clients facing relationship issues.

They mention an increase in clients seeking help for issues related to a loss of connection, intimacy, betrayal, and confusion within relationships.

The speaker highlights the importance of staying true to oneself in a relationship and navigating shifts that may occur over time.

Emotional Calmness and Decision-Making

In this section, the speaker discusses the significance of emotional calmness in decision-making processes. They draw parallels between astronauts' training for emergencies and maintaining clarity amidst emotional turbulence.

Importance of Emotional Calmness

The speaker mentions a quote stating that when emotions go up, intellect comes down.

They highlight the crucial role of emotional calmness in making good decisions.

The speaker reflects on factors that contribute to a lack of calmness and suggests exploring these factors further.

Astronaut Training as an Analogy

The speaker draws an analogy between astronauts' training for emergencies and developing emotional resilience.

They explain how astronauts rehearse sequences leading up to launch multiple times to stay calm amidst uncertainty or danger.

Maintaining a sense of clarity even while experiencing intense emotions is essential during emergencies or challenging situations.

Gratitude for Personal Growth

The speaker expresses gratitude for facing such challenges at a time when they had developed coping mechanisms and resilience skills through their work as a psychologist and high-performance expert.

They mention that their personal experience has informed their work and allowed them to better understand and assist clients dealing with relationship issues.

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New Section

This section discusses the importance of building self-esteem and separating from ego. It also mentions how emotion affects the prefrontal cortex, which is responsible for judgment and decision making.

Building Self-Esteem and Separating from Ego

Building self-esteem over the last 10 years is important.

It involves separating from ego.

Neuroimaging studies show that when experiencing emotion, the prefrontal cortex, responsible for judgment and decision making, goes offline.

New Section

This section highlights how emotions can impact creativity and wisdom due to the shutdown of the prefrontal cortex.

Impact on Creativity and Wisdom

When experiencing emotions, planning goes offline.

This leads to a lack of access to creativity and wisdom.

New Section

The focus here is on developing a robust sense of self that can withstand life's challenges. It also mentions that outward symptoms like weight gain or relationship dysfunction can be linked to a weak sense of self.

Developing a Robust Sense of Self

The journey of life involves developing an unshakable sense of self.

Outward symptoms such as weight gain or relationship dysfunction can be connected to a weak sense of self.

New Section

The speaker reflects on their experience with monogamy and how it has impacted their perception of lifelong relationships.

Reflection on Monogamy

The speaker's experience led them to question assumptions about monogamy.

They began to contemplate concepts like soulmates and lifelong relationships differently.

New Section

The speaker discusses societal scripts for relationships, including the conventional model based on assumptions about monogamy and marriage.

Societal Scripts for Relationships

There is a social script for relationships, including the conventional model of boy meets girl, dating, engagement, marriage, and children.

This model assumes that monogamy is natural and any other structure is aberrant.

New Section

The speaker explores different perspectives on relationships, including an evolutionary perspective that acknowledges humans as apes.

Different Perspectives on Relationships

Humans are one of the five surviving species of great apes.

At some point, humans separated psychologically from other great apes and began to see themselves as special and unique.

New Section

The speaker discusses the shift in societal norms around sexuality and relationships with the advent of agriculture.

Shift in Societal Norms

Prior to agriculture, casual sexuality was the norm for our prehistoric ancestors.

With settled communities and private property, there was a change in societal norms around relationships.

New Section

The speaker explains how humans descended from hypersexual ancestors and highlights the importance of biological paternity with the advent of settled communities.

Importance of Biological Paternity

Humans descended from hypersexual ancestors.

With settled communities and private property, biological paternity became crucial.

New Section

This section provides a historical overview of the meaning and evolution of marriage across different cultures and time periods.

The Meaning of Marriage Across Time

In ancient times, marriage spread among civilizations such as the Romans, Greeks, and Hebrews. However, the meaning of marriage varied throughout history.

In the fifth century with Anglo-Saxons, marriage was primarily about securing trade ties and serving as a diplomatic tool.

In the 11th century, marriage became associated with financial, economic, and political advantages.

By the 12th century, religion started playing a role in marriage. Roman Catholicism tied it to sacrament and experiencing God.

Thomas Cranmer introduced modern-day marital vows in the 16th century as part of English Protestantism.

Until 1858, divorce was rare and considered lifelong. It later became a legal process but remained uncommon due to its expense and strict grounds for divorce.

The Divorce Reform Act in 1969 opened up divorce gates by allowing marital breakdown as a reason for divorce.

New Section

This section discusses changes in marriage trends since 1975, including a decline in marriages and an increase in cohabitation rates.

Changing Marriage Trends

Since 1975, there has been a significant drop (around 30%) in marriages. More people now choose to cohabit rather than get married.

Divorce statistics in England and Wales show that divorce rates are at around 42%, indicating potential challenges within the institution of marriage.

Culturally, there are negative stereotypes associated with marriage. For example, phrases like "esposas" (wife) being jokingly linked to handcuffs or references to it being the end of one's sex life after getting married.

New Section

This section explores various challenges and issues related to marriage, including sexual dysfunction, pornography, and sexual abuse.

Challenges in Marriage

Sexual dysfunction is reported by 43% of American women, and Viagra sales continue to increase.

The porn industry generates billions of dollars worldwide, surpassing spending on cultural institutions like theaters and ballet.

Instances of sexual abuse within the church have been exposed, with Roman Catholic priests admitting to thousands of sex crimes. Victims include children as young as five years old.

New Section

In this section, the speaker reflects on their personal perspective on marriage and relationships.

Personal Perspective on Marriage

The speaker admits to being unsure about their own stance on marriage. They can imagine both being in a monogamous relationship for life or being in a non-monogamous relationship.

However, they express strong opposition to their partner being with other people if they were in a non-monogamous relationship themselves.

The speaker acknowledges the potential hypocrisy in their perspective but suggests that many people may feel similarly due to societal programming.

New Section

This section delves into evolutionary perspectives on fidelity and reproduction.

Evolutionary Perspectives on Fidelity

According to an author mentioned in the transcript (Mystery Method), men are evolutionarily programmed to seek fidelity from women because ensuring that their own genetic material passes on is crucial for reproductive success.

From an evolutionary standpoint, concerns about paternity arise due to the risk of investing resources in raising someone else's child.

The book also discusses how women have evolved strategies related to fidelity for reproductive success.

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Why Women Seek Relationships More Than Men

In this section, the speaker discusses the evolutionary perspective on why women may be more focused on seeking relationships compared to men.

Evolutionary Perspective

Women are more focused on seeking relationships because from an evolutionary perspective, men impregnating multiple women without birth control would have led to their death in earlier times.

This traditional understanding of human sexuality suggests that other species also prioritize aggressive alpha males being with females for offspring continuation.

An alternative perspective suggests that humans' social organization sets them apart from other great apes. Around 10,000 years ago, humans started living in tribes near water and camps, shifting the focus from individual survival to group survival and welfare.

Biological paternity was less of a concern before this shift as humans had social ties with multiple individuals rather than close relatives.

The advent of private property made biological paternity more important, leading to beliefs in some hunter-gatherer communities that multiple men collectively contribute to the production of a child.

Genetic Predisposition and Social Conditioning

In this section, the speaker explores how genetic predispositions and social conditioning influence human behavior and relationships.

Genetic Predisposition

If one man in a group had slight advantages in inseminating females due to genetic factors such as being territorial or stronger, his genes would pass on through generations.

Over time, these genetics could create a scenario where humans are psychologically programmed to be good at winning and attracting mates.

Social Conditioning

Social conditioning plays a role in shaping ideas about marriage, monogamy, and romanticism.

Enmeshment can lead to trouble in relationships when there is too much closeness and one person's identity becomes submerged with the other's.

Announcement and Sponsorship

In this section, the speaker makes an announcement about finding a sponsor for the podcast.

Sponsorship Announcement

The podcast is looking for a sponsor to support its growth and reach a wider audience.

The speaker contacted Huel, a company they have been using for many years and love, as a potential sponsor.

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Huel: A Time-Saving Nutritionally Complete Drink

In this section, the speaker discusses their experience with Huel, a nutritionally complete drink that has saved them time in meal preparation. They highlight the convenience and nutritional benefits of using Huel.

Benefits of Using Huel

The speaker discovered Huel four years ago as a nutritionally complete drink that eliminates the need for spending hours preparing food.

Huel provides all the necessary nutrients in just 20 seconds, making it a time-saving option for those who value efficiency.

The speaker has been a customer of Huel for four years and appreciates its convenience and nutritional value.

The podcast will feature discussions about different aspects of Huel, including time-saving tips, diet, and nutrition.

Becoming More Like Each Other in Marriage

In this section, the speaker reflects on how they and their partner changed over time in their marriage. They discuss how they initially had different characteristics but gradually became more similar to each other.

Initial Differences

When they first met, the speaker's partner was sensible, pragmatic, and made safe choices in life. In contrast, the speaker was more mysterious and playful.

There is a psychological concept that suggests we seek in others what we have lost within ourselves. This attraction based on complementary traits created chemistry between them.

Changing Over Time

As their relationship progressed, the speaker started becoming more like their partner - safer and less wild or risky.

However, this change led to losing an intrinsic part of themselves, the wild child within.

While this transformation brought stability and reliability to their relationship, it also crushed desire and intimacy over time.

Fear, Desire, and Seeking Connection

In this section, the speaker explores the role of fear in seeking connection and desire within a relationship. They discuss how fear can lead individuals to seek lost parts of themselves in others.

Fear and Seeking Connection

The speaker suggests that their partner woke up one day sensing a loss of connection and intimacy in their marriage.

When afraid, the mind generates thoughts about living with the current situation for years without regaining chemistry or connection.

The speaker believes that seeking another person is often about finding a lost part of oneself rather than turning away from a partner.

Desire and Affair Dynamics

The fear-induced temptation to seek excitement and connection elsewhere can be enticing.

Affairs create desire through secrecy and forbidden nature but are not sustainable in the long term due to continual proximity.

Space is essential for desire to thrive; being apart creates a sense of loss followed by excitement upon reunion.

Conclusion

This section concludes the transcript summary by emphasizing personal growth through change in relationships.

Personal Growth Through Change

The speaker acknowledges that they have changed over time but have learned from it.

They recognize the importance of maintaining individuality while growing together as a couple.

The Importance of Staying True to Yourself

In this section, the speaker reflects on the importance of staying true to oneself in a relationship and how it can impact the trajectory of the relationship.

Staying True to Who You Are

The speaker expresses that if they had been aware of the need to stay true to themselves and seen it coming, they would have wanted their partner to stay true as well. They believe in living in line with their truth.

They mention a quote from John 8:32, stating that living in line with our truth sets us free. Neglecting our truth can lead to destruction.

The speaker believes that if they had stayed truthful, the trajectory of their relationship would have been different.

Unknown Factors and Contributions

The speaker compares their relationship to putting a frog in boiling water. There were unknown factors at play that gradually affected the relationship.

Both parties contributed to the situation. The speaker's partner wanted them to be stable and reliable without realizing their attraction towards the person they truly were.

Tension is necessary for growth and passion in a relationship, contrary to common narratives about changing one's partner.

Embracing Change and Resilience in Relationships

This section explores the idea of change within relationships and how embracing change while still appreciating each other's individuality can strengthen a partnership.

Changing Perspectives on Relationships

Contrary to popular beliefs perpetuated by media and social platforms, where people often hope or try to change their partners, what actually saves relationships is accepting and loving someone for who they are.

Both parties will inevitably undergo spiritual and psychological changes over time. Change is constant, which raises questions about long-term commitments like marriage.

Guaranteeing Long-Term Commitment

The speaker questions how to guarantee that "death will do you part" in a relationship when change might be the factor that ends it first.

This leads to a discussion about monogamy and the construction of relationships. The speaker asks for the other person's hypothesis on how relationships should be formed.

Individuality and Bespoke Solutions in Love

This section emphasizes the importance of recognizing individual differences and finding bespoke solutions in love and relationships.

Individual Differences and Bespoke Solutions

The speaker highlights that every human being is different, which calls for unique solutions in love. Just as we have different physical attributes, our approach to love should also be tailored to who we are.

The speaker shares their personal perspective, stating that they find fulfillment in their work and podcast. They value space and alone time for reflection, making traditional concepts like marriage challenging for them to understand.

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The Importance of Space and Commitment in a Relationship

In this section, the speaker discusses the importance of having space and commitment in a relationship. They share their personal experience of living with their best friend during lockdown and how it affected their relationship.

Space as a Fundamental Part of a Relationship

Having space is essential in a relationship.

The speaker's best friend moved in with them during lockdown, and they started to feel annoyed by being constantly together.

Space allows individuals to have their own independence and freedom.

The speaker cannot imagine being okay with their partner not committing to them.

Disliking the Idea of Marriage

The speaker expresses their dislike for the idea of marriage.

They believe that religion and law should not be involved in matters of love.

Marriage can have negative implications, especially regarding homosexuality and historical issues related to love.

A Different Perspective on Commitment

Instead of marriage, the speaker seeks a commitment that offers space with the right person.

Both partners should understand that they may grow out of each other at some point, which is acceptable.

The key is to evaluate daily if one is happy spending time with their partner.

Understanding Love, Monogamy, and Desire

In this section, the speaker reflects on their views about love, monogamy, desire, and maintaining balance within a relationship.

Definition of Love

Love involves fostering emotional and spiritual growth in someone else.

This definition remains unchanged for the speaker.

Importance of Physical Intimacy

Physical intimacy plays a crucial role in distinguishing between partners who have connection, chemistry, and intimacy versus those who do not.

It is important to prioritize physical intimacy as it forms an integral part of a relationship's foundation.

Balancing Civility and Desire

The speaker mentions the concept of being a "new man" during the day and a "freak" in the bedroom.

They highlight the challenge of finding and maintaining a balance between civility, class, and desire in a partner.

Sexuality can be complex, involving power dynamics and dominance that may contradict one's daytime self-image.

Trust, Safety, and Imagination in Sexual Intimacy

In this section, the speaker discusses trust, safety, imagination, and how they relate to sexual intimacy within a monogamous relationship.

Trust and Safety in Sexual Intimacy

Trust and safety are essential elements for exploring sexual desires within a relationship.

It is crucial to understand what certain acts or roles mean to each individual involved.

Maintaining trust allows for an open exploration of imagination without feeling lost or obligated.

Importance of Imagination

Imagination plays a significant role in keeping sexual experiences alive.

When sex becomes routine or solely focused on procreation, it can lead to dissatisfaction within the relationship.

Clients often struggle with losing their sense of imagination in their sexual lives.

Ideal Relationship Scenario

In this section, the speaker shares their ideal scenario for a monogamous relationship with a woman.

Monogamy as Preferred Relationship Style

The speaker states that they realistically see themselves only being in a monogamous relationship.

They express their preference for being with one person who aligns with their values.

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Embracing Self-Discovery and Adventure

In this section, the speaker discusses their personal growth journey and how they have become more in tune with themselves. They mention getting a motorbike license and buying a Triumph Bonnie as an expression of their love for risk and adventure. They also express a desire for more space, freedom, and spontaneity in their relationships.

Exploring Personal Growth and Identity

The speaker reflects on trusting that their life has unfolded as it was meant to be.

They emphasize being more in tune with who they are now.

Getting a motorbike license and buying a Triumph Bonnie symbolize their attraction to risk and danger.

The speaker mentions being drawn to activities that require them to be fully present in the moment.

Importance of Space in Relationships

The speaker acknowledges the importance of having space in relationships.

They express enjoyment in living alone and valuing freedom.

Other relationships, such as with family and friends, remain significant to them.

The speaker is uncertain about what future relationships will look like but emphasizes the need for space, adventure, and spontaneity.

Balancing Relationships with Personal Passions

The speaker desires to travel and explore different countries.

They contemplate setting up their life to pursue passions either with a partner or independently.

Maintaining a safe relationship where both partners understand each other's love but also acknowledge individual pursuits becomes crucial.

Considering Parenthood within Unconventional Relationship Structures

In this section, the speaker delves into the topic of parenthood within unconventional relationship structures. They discuss how having children can complicate dynamics but highlight the importance of questioning societal norms regarding parenting.

Parenthood Challenges within Unconventional Relationships

The speaker mentions that previous relationships have involved partners living in different countries, which has worked for them.

They express uncertainty about how parenthood would fit into their unconventional relationship structures.

Exploring Alternative Parenting Approaches

The speaker acknowledges the significance of being there for one's children.

They highlight the importance of having a sensitive caregiver who is responsive to a child's needs and provides safety and permission for growth.

The speaker questions the notion that parents must live together in one house year-round, suggesting that alternative arrangements may be possible.

Challenging Conventional Scripts and Definitions of Love

In this section, the speaker discusses the limitations of conforming to conventional scripts and definitions of love. They emphasize the need to question societal expectations and definitions to find true happiness.

Questioning Conventional Scripts

The speaker reflects on how many people live their lives trying to answer invalid questions or conform to societal norms.

They use the example of defining love, highlighting its complexity and nuance beyond a simple yes or no answer.

Defining Love Beyond Societal Expectations

The speaker expresses frustration with the loose usage of the word "love" in various contexts.

They emphasize that love can have different meanings depending on the relationship or context.

People often feel pressured or unsure due to societal expectations surrounding love.

Embracing Individuality and Rejecting Convention

The speaker encourages listeners to question why they do what they do and reject conventions if necessary.

First principle thinking, fearlessness, and courage are essential in finding true happiness and avoiding misery caused by conformity.

Finding Happiness through Non-Conventional Paths

In this section, the speaker shares personal experiences where deviating from conventional paths led them to happiness. They emphasize questioning societal norms, pursuing individual passions, and embracing non-conventional approaches.

Personal Journey to Happiness

The speaker shares their personal journey of deviating from conventional paths.

They mention dropping out of university after one lecture and starting a business, which led to their current happiness.

Challenging societal expectations and finding one's own path can lead to fulfillment in various aspects of life.

Importance of Questioning and Rejecting Convention

The speaker emphasizes the significance of questioning why one does what they do.

Fearlessness and courage are necessary to interrogate societal norms and reject them if they don't align with personal values.

By doing so, individuals can find happiness in different facets of life.

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Questioning the Script and Fearlessness

The speaker reflects on their willingness to question the script and their perceived fearlessness in doing so. They discuss how this resonates with them and the importance of becoming aware of emotional resistance.

Willingness to Question the Script

The speaker had a fearlessness to question the script, even though it wasn't easy for them.

They emphasize that following the script clearly was important, but they were willing to challenge it when it didn't make sense.

Bespoke Solutions and Emotional Resistance

The solution in their mind is bespoke because a one-size-fits-all approach doesn't work for everyone.

It's important for individuals to become aware of their emotional resistance to considering possibilities outside of conventional norms.

What Makes Us Happy

People often think that certain things like marriage or business success will make them happy.

However, it's essential to ask ourselves what we truly need in order to be happy.

These needs can vary from affection and physical intimacy in relationships to status and acceptance by others in business.

Understanding Emotional Needs in Relationships

The speaker discusses how people often believe that marriage will bring happiness without truly understanding their emotional needs. They explore the deeper desires behind wanting a marriage and suggest alternative ways of meeting those needs.

Unrealistic Expectations of Marriage

Many people think that marriage will make them happy without having experienced it before.

Society has sold us the idea that marriage is the key to happiness, but we need to question why we believe this.

Emotional Needs Behind Marriage Desires

When we dig deeper, there are emotional needs that individuals are trying to meet through marriage.

These needs can include emotional connection, companionship, having a confidant or best friend, or having a lover.

Exploring Alternative Ways to Meet Emotional Needs

Once we understand the emotional needs we are seeking, we can consider if they can be met in different ways that don't necessarily follow the conventional model.

This approach involves first principle thinking and questioning societal norms.

Challenging Conventional Thinking

The speaker praises the importance of first principle thinking and challenges the traditional education system's lack of teaching critical thinking skills. They share personal experiences related to this topic.

Importance of First Principle Thinking

First principle thinking involves going back to fundamental truths and questioning assumptions.

It allows for innovative and creative solutions by breaking away from conventional thinking.

Personal Experience with Conventional Education

The speaker shares their experience in university where they realized that following the traditional path wouldn't lead them to success.

They questioned the value of certain assignments and decided to pursue their own entrepreneurial endeavors instead.

Embracing Life's Unexpected Plans

The speaker reflects on the unpredictability of life and how being tied to our own projections can hinder us. They emphasize that sometimes life has other plans for us, which may deviate from what we expect.

Uncertainty of Life

We cannot predict what will happen in the next moment, so it's important not to become too attached to our own projections.

Deviations from our planned path should not be seen as failures but rather as opportunities for growth and new possibilities.

The Fragility of Life

In this section, the speaker reflects on the uncertainty and fragility of life, sharing a personal story about a friend's father who had a stroke and passed away suddenly. This experience highlights the importance of appreciating what one has and the need to trust in the unfolding of life.

Reflection on Life's Uncertainty

The speaker emphasizes that we never know what will happen in life and how everything can be taken away from us at any moment.

A personal anecdote is shared about a friend's father who had a stroke and passed away suddenly, highlighting how life can change in an instant.

The speaker contemplates the impact such events have on families, emphasizing that trivial matters that may have caused arguments become insignificant when faced with loss.

Finding Meaning in Life's Challenges

Despite experiencing loss, the speaker believes that there is more to their story and sees it as part of their path.

Trusting in the universe's unfolding becomes an important lesson for the speaker, acknowledging that sometimes letting go of preconceived ideas is necessary.

The speaker expresses gratitude for what they have and acknowledges that all is well deep down.

Impactful Sharing

In this section, the host expresses gratitude towards the guest for sharing their emotional and personal experience. They discuss how sharing such stories can be both selfish (in terms of personal growth) and selfless (by helping others cope with their own pain).

Selfishness vs. Selflessness in Sharing

The host acknowledges that sharing one's truth can be seen as selfish because it leads to personal growth and liberation.

However, they also highlight its selflessness by recognizing how it helps others deal with their pain, gain self-awareness, and find comfort in shared experiences.

Connecting with the Guest

In this section, the host asks the guest about their services and how people can reach out to them. They discuss the various aspects of life that the guest offers coaching for.

Services Offered by the Guest

The guest provides one-to-one coaching services, primarily focusing on helping individuals resolve critical aspects of their lives.

Areas of expertise include emotional resilience, sustainable weight loss, relationships, and personal/business growth.

Reflecting on Conversations

In this section, the host expresses appreciation for the rich conversations they have had with the guest. They inquire if there are any additional topics or learnings that should be shared with listeners.

Rich Conversations and Potential Topics

The host acknowledges the depth of their previous conversations and wonders if there are any key topics or learnings that they may have missed.

They express a desire to continue exploring these topics in future conversations.

Gratitude for Sharing

In this final section, the host expresses immense gratitude towards the guest for sharing their story. They emphasize how valuable it is to hear such personal experiences and how it contributes to personal growth for both themselves and listeners.

Appreciation for Sharing

The host thanks the guest multiple times for their time and selfless act of sharing such an emotional experience.

They highlight how hearing stories like these helps them personally grow and aims to provide value to listeners through these conversations.