17 Helena - Machado de Assis
Chapter 17: A Day Marked in Gold
The Emotional State of Mendonça
- The day is described as significant for Mendonça, marked with "gold letters and satin," indicating its importance.
- He experiences a surreal state, unsure if he is living reality or dreaming, reflecting his emotional turmoil.
- Upon returning home, he feels overwhelmed by glory and transformation, perceiving the world around him as magical.
Encountering Helena
- Mendonça's perception of the environment shifts; he feels ethereal sensations and hears unspoken words from roses.
- He attends a theater performance not out of desire for entertainment but to grasp the reality that seems elusive to him.
Conversations and Realizations
- An academic friend points out a woman in the audience, revealing her identity as Estácio's sister, nicknamed "Andorinha viajante."
- Mendonça reflects on how such nicknames can carry deep meanings without clear origins.
Internal Conflicts
- After leaving the theater, Mendonça grapples with feelings of envy regarding others' happiness while contemplating his own situation.
- He writes an impassioned letter to Estácio detailing his emotions and hopes for love.
News from Cantagalo
- Estácio receives troubling news upon returning from an excursion; it prompts him to leave immediately due to family matters.
- Despite being preoccupied with urgent business related to inheritance issues, Estácio expresses concern over Clara’s health.
Family Dynamics and Tensions
- As Estácio arrives at home late at night, he observes familial interactions filled with underlying tensions about impending loss.
- His return sparks mixed reactions among family members; they are aware of his absence yet remain focused on practical matters.
Conversation Between Estácio and Mendonça
Initial Interaction
- Estácio Mendonça expresses anxiety about discussing Helena, indicating a personal connection or concern regarding her.
- The atmosphere is tense; Mendonça attempts to break the silence by engaging in trivial conversation while preparing for a more serious discussion.
- Time feels slow as they navigate their conversation, highlighting Estácio's impatience and emotional state.
Discussion of Feelings
- Mendonça reveals his feelings of jealousy towards Verde, suggesting underlying tensions related to romantic interests.